This is more than a 'story.' The young lady, Mercedes Shaday, an 18-year-old college freshman, is my (Queen B) cousin. Mercedes was found in her dorm room unresponsive on Thursday, April 20th and was said to have been suffering from depression. She was a student-athlete who ran track & was a communications major. Her boyfriend, 17-yr-old Markeice Brown, ended his life on Saturday. This is so heart-wrenching! I can't get over how young and beautiful... Please pray for both families.
Today I lost my wife I should say I lost my life, can't put in words how i feel, we just talked last night why you ain't tell me? Even tho we knew we ain't have nobody we knew we had eachother, you was really a reflection of me you knew how I felt knew when I was feeling and you though it was crazy how I knew something was wrong even when you would fake a smile , it feel like my life just ended it we just talked Tho why you ain't say nothing man why???? Why bra whyyyyy ???? You was so special to me you meant so much to me you showed me a lot but most importantly you loved me for me not what I brought to the the table first day we met we talked for almost 6 hours straight in the car as if we known Eachother forever I knew yo Likes dislikes goals everything about you I knew I'm just lost more lost than ever Y'all saying this'll get better man stfu I ain't Tryna here that y'all don't know this feeling a mf you talk to shared countless memories with is gone forever a mf you talked to all day everyday about any and everything a mf you didn't go a day without saying you loved , man we use to get so sad Cus we couldn't see Eachother you remember puddin? I seen you two weeks ago it's just like I brought so much joy to yo day you couldn't stop crying when you hadda to leave you kept Sayin "this ain't fair" man no this ain't fair..... I never cried this hard and long in my life you had my whole heart not a piece of it we was soul mates you was my soul my heart the reason i woke up every morning first person I talk to Ina morning and the last a night ......so how tf y'all expect me to be "ALRIGHT" ?????!!!!!???!!!!